as I cry crimson tears

Warning; may be triggering.

16, female, single;
I self harm, have an eating disorder, and I was molested for almost 8 years.

Inbox me for anything else you would like to know

May 23, 2012 2:40 pm

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Anonymous: whats the longest you've fasted/went without eating?

3 days .

2:39 pm

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Anonymous: How did your mom react when you saw her after telling her about the molestation? I'm thinking about telling my parents.. but i'm scared. Did she have any idea, or did she cry? :/

she cried, but she was glad i told her. she understood my cutting and depression a lot better after knowing the truth. you should definitely tell your parents, you’ll feel alot better aftwards.

if you want to come off anon we can talk privately.

2:39 pm

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havanahibrid: I just wanted to say.. I think you are beautiful.. I hope you see that soon in your life

thankyou<3

May 22, 2012 4:33 pm 4:32 pm 4:31 pm
making progress; 97lbs.

making progress; 97lbs.

4:26 pm

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Anonymous: # 1, 2, 3, 5, 6, 7, 14, 16, 18, 19, 20, 21, 23, 24, 26, 28, 30 C:

1. meaning behind my URL - so many people stand by and watch me hurt and cry but never do anything about it.

2. Biggest weakness - my ex boyfriend.

3. Biggest strength - my little sisters.

5. Favourite band - Sleeping with sirens, boyce avenue, or escaspe the fate.

6. Last dream i had - more like nightmare; but being molested.

7. phobia - germs -.-

14. the last thing i ate - a piece of gum, i accidently swallowed it:$

16. my name - Taylor Jeanne Lee Plumley

18. idea of the perfect date - im not too fond of dates, but just a walk down a trail

19. 5 things i hate - being depressed, false love, coniving sluts, homewreckers, when people yell around me or at me 

20. 5 things i love - T.C., boobs, babies and pregnant bellies, pickles, hugs

21. a random fact - i have 16 piercings and 2 tattoos

23. favourite body feature - body modifications

24. tattoos i want - stars on my hips, a butterfly on my side, and a lot more.

26. what i love about myself - eyes

28. favourite book -thirteen reasons why

30. someone i miss - Tyler

3:46 pm

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Anonymous: you're beautiful

thankyou

3:46 pm

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timemakesnomistakes: You are beautiful. Never forget that and never doubt that. Don't believe anyone who ever tells you otherwise <3

thankyou so much

3:45 pm

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Anonymous: You should use your tumblr more often:) I love it, and you're beautiful.

i definitely will :3 and thankyou

3:45 pm

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Anonymous: Do you give advice? :)

i can try :3

3:44 pm

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Anonymous: I don't know how to tell my councilor I was molested from the age of 4 - 11. I'm really scared.. how did you? :c

i havent told a counsellor or a therapist or anything. but when i told my mom i wrote it in a letter that explained everything and handed it to her and asked her not to read it until i was out of the house. it was alot easier than telling her in person.

3:42 pm

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Anonymous: When you cut, do you always use a razor? Like just the blade off a shaving razor?

i use whatever i can find.

3:42 pm

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Anonymous: I was going through your blog & I saw you had a miscarriage :(. Oh God.. how far along were you?

almost 6 months

3:41 pm

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Anonymous: What makes you happy?

my mom, shes my bestfriend.